Escape to Europe

Kinda stressed out today. Get bored while reading Alberts eventhough I know I need to finish it ASAP.

Amsterdam Mirror Morning

So I open my tumblr and see pictures from Europe (the first picture that I saw and made me think about writing this shown above). Then I think to myself, what if I just go somewhere in Europe? Introduce myself in a new nick name, showing the real me to the acquaintances. I guess I could get myself some friends, or even one best friend. I could meet a stranger boy who I could talk about every little silly things with, and find a new hello.

(looks like) A Lovely Neighbourhood in France

I will walk to school and say hello to the old grandma, my new neighbour. I could say hi to my new friends and wish them a good morning. I could watch some football matches on Saturday, and try a new cafe which people say serves a nice coffee on Sunday. I could go travelling on holidays. Visiting Paris, Vienna, Milan, London, Amsterdam. I might even go horse-riding in Ireland!

Ireland

I could buy myself new clothes and decorations for my room in a vintage shop, then find a good novel in an old book shop. I will buy flowers from a beautiful nice lady randomly. Sometimes I give it to the special ones, the other days I will just buy it for myself.

a Cafe in Greece

I will plant some roses in my front yard, and ask the grandpa next door to build me a swing in my back yard. I will work part-time in a restaurant, and do some tutoring for some elementary students (but definitely there will be no babysitting!).

I'm going to play in the snow at winter, watch the leaves turn red at fall, and smell the flower scents at spring. I will go to some summer concerts and festivals (maybe I could see Coldplay :D), watch some plays at theatres or go to some shooting place and get a signature from my favorite British actor (hint: he has very beautiful blue eyes). I will eat fish n chips in Manchester while waiting to see Manchester City play, I will eat macaroon beside the Seine, I will eat some pasta near Pisa.

I will sign up for a university in UK for my favourite course. I will meet scientists that I adore, join some researches until they call me a scientist as well. I will get some work in an important research department and meet scientists all around the world.

Or maybe... I could apply for a journalistic school then join an internship at Vogue and work at NatGeo. The last option, I could enter School of Sport Science in Liverpool and work at a women football club (not as a player of course, or maybe I could learn to be one?) Or just write novels or series which are so good that they are filmed.

Maybe I could go to London Fashion Week and see brilliant designs by high-class designers or even Haute-Couture shows in Paris (eventhough I know surely I couldn't wear that kind of clothes. Or maybe I can with some modifications?). I would be able to talk to J.K. Rowling and ask her why Neville doesn't marry Luna.

God, I just want to escape my usual everyday life. Can I?

To Indonesian Team for IBO 2014 and those who left behind...

You know, sometimes we want to be the best, we want to be the one and only, we want people to look at us and say "She is THE girl" But I guess we can't always get what we want. At the end, we need to learn from our mistakes and congratulate others who get the chance. We just need to believe that one day, our time will come. Sometimes, we get sad and think that our life is miserable. We look at people and think how their lifes are better than us. But the fact is, we don't know their story. And we need to realize that somewhere there will be people who crave for the life of ours. We need to thank God everytime, every miliseconds of our life, even in the bad times. Because He always give the best for us, like, ALWAYS. Even if we haven't understood the good side of it. There is always a reason why.

So, to indonesian team for IBO 2014 (Hana, Kelvin, Sam, & Valen), congrats guys, go and fight, bring the golds, and make us proud!

p.s. I always wish to be one of you, but I guess I wouldn't be able to representate Indonesia as well as you all YET. I know I need to learn more and study harder. So... Denmark, maybe? ;)