We often forget that there are people who truly care of us. Sometimes, like last week, I somehow felt alone and thought that I don't have any friends here (since last week, I've been joining pelatnas). I saw people laughing and talking together in dining room or the class, and I need to admit that I felt jealous. Of course I have friends from my school, but still... I felt like I didn't belong here
Until the Sunday came. And I realized I was wrong. My mother called me, my cousin visited me, my friends from school contacted me and told me stories about school. They might not know but those things that they've done meant a lot to me. I realize that I have families that love me and friends who care of me. It touched me when my friends called me. I felt like they didn't leave me behind and they won't. It made me realize that I'm still part of them no matter how far I'm from them.
It made me realize one more thing. I need to work my hardest and do my best here, in pelatnas. I want to make my families, my friends, and my teachers proud of me. I never know how strong the power of support is until now.
By the way, things have gone better here, I made new friends. I could talk, laugh, or at least smile at them. Everything takes time, right ?
So... Bismillah... I'm going to start a new day here with new spirit and a smile on my face :D
Until the Sunday came. And I realized I was wrong. My mother called me, my cousin visited me, my friends from school contacted me and told me stories about school. They might not know but those things that they've done meant a lot to me. I realize that I have families that love me and friends who care of me. It touched me when my friends called me. I felt like they didn't leave me behind and they won't. It made me realize that I'm still part of them no matter how far I'm from them.
It made me realize one more thing. I need to work my hardest and do my best here, in pelatnas. I want to make my families, my friends, and my teachers proud of me. I never know how strong the power of support is until now.
By the way, things have gone better here, I made new friends. I could talk, laugh, or at least smile at them. Everything takes time, right ?
So... Bismillah... I'm going to start a new day here with new spirit and a smile on my face :D
